Sunday, February 3, 2019
The pain is so paralyzing. I can't sleep. I haven't eaten in almost 30 hours. I'm just crying and crying.
The guilt-feeling is what's eating me.I could have done more.
But Stark needs me now. I must remain strong for him. People say I shouldn't change Stark's routine and I have been doing that.
My eyes are swollen, but I decided to still I attend my classes. Many of my students are dog lovers and it's nice to connect with them. One of the things I appreciate is they don't ask me the details of what happened. Words like "I understand how you're feeling" and "Take care" are what they always tell me. Those words are enough for me.
Pepper Potts a so-so much,
See you at the Rainbow Bridge when my time comes, Baby Girl. Please say hi to Ganni Bear for me. I miss both of you so much. You are always going to be my Princess and losing you is soooo hard for me. Please visit me in my dreams. I need you and I miss you.